“Cleaning Myself Up”
It’s 5:00 p.m. and I’m sitting alone
But it doesn’t feel wrong
Oh it doesn’t feel lonely.
I’m looking up at the sky
And the sunset in the horizon helps me to think right.
My apologies to my friends
If I’ve not been myself these last few days
But I have been facing change
There is a couple of things I needed to get fixed.
Bridge:
I’m cleaning myself up;
I’m cleaning my mind
I’m purifying my past hopeless heart.
Chorus:
Through years I’ve learned to let story write itself
A new chapter has begun
And the introduction is almost done
Yes, I am afraid I have to admit
But I’m finding myself
And it’s making me stronger.
The sunset that is saying good-bye now
Is helping me to find myself.
I know I’ve done things wrong
I’ve taken the bad decisions plenty times
But I have no regrets
At that moment they all felt right
And made me a happy human being
Bridge:
I’m cleaning myself up;
I’m cleaning my mind;
I’m purifying my past hopeless heart.
Now the change is felt beneath my skin
I feel it through my veins
It is conquering me, I swear
I’ll take a last breath of an old me
And let a new person raise up.
Bridge:
I’m cleaning myself up;
I’m cleaning my mind
I’m purifying my past hopeless heart.
Chorus:
Through years I’ve learned to let story write itself
A new chapter has begun
And the introduction is almost done
YEs, I am afraid I have to admit
But I’m finding myself
And it’s making me strong.
Now the healing begins
Now the chapter will use a new page
I know I’m ready for it
I know I’m ready for change.
- Location:my room
- Mood:
calm
So lately I have been thinking A LOT, to be honest; more than the usual. I have been trying to leave some time just for me, so I can actually define what my heart really feels like. The thing is that lately I feel like if I am not the same girl. There is a few things I have changed of how I feel inside. Between this weird stuff happening inside my soul, I came to the conclusion that I will change my livejournal's objective. From now on, I will simply write whatever I want. Sounds like a good deal to me.
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So here is the playlist, hope you like it!
It has a littl ebit of everything, but it is mostly alternative rock indie. My favorite style :).
ENJOY IT!
PLAYLIST
She is my kinda girl by Runner Runner
I am the Walrus by Bono in Across the Universe (originally it is a Beatles song)
Blender by The Pretty REckless
Saviour by Lights
Last Thing on Your Mind by Lights
Come Back to Me by David Cook
No Surprise by Daughtry
Love Remains the Same by Gavin Rossdale
Three Little Birds by Bob Marley
Kristy, Are you Doing Ok? by The Offsprings
Broken Wings by James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
Viva la GLoria? (Little Girl) by Green Day
- Location:my room
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Runaway by Artists vs. Poet
Every day had something different. Every day you learn something new. Every day you find a way of trusting more on the person you love, and you one day are able to realize how an important part(for your friends you) you are. Why do I begin this post like this?? Because sometimes in life you must learn about change; to realize it is good for you, and that it is inevitable. It is a something we all have to deal with, and it is scary as he'll. Why wouldn't it freak you out, if you never know what to expect or what will come to you. Change is the signal of something new coming to your life. It can be good or bad, and if it makes you sad, my best advice for you is: suck. It up and deal with it. Sounds rude, but face it; it's the truth.
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-Ryan & Jon
When I read the first one, i wanted t to not be true, to be another joke from the guys, but then a couple of minutes after the second blog was posted:
Pay attention we have a surprise in store for you.
-Brendon and Spencer
I had never felt this way towards a band before, never in my life, but it does feel great. I had never had the chance to identify so much with a musical group. Their music is so unique and random, like me, so out of common. They have been the ones that have made me feel happy when I am not, just by listening to their songs. They have been the ones that have helped me open on stage while I sing, which is the thing that I love the most. They have taught me that it is ok to be random and weird, because that makes you unique as a person. They have affected my life not in just a musical way, but also as a person. They inspired and improved me in an artistic way. Those are just a couple of reasons why those news have affected me so much. Yes, it is true that Spencer and Brendon are staying in the band, but it will not be the same; Ryan's odd lyrics and Jon's phenomenal bass and deep voice in the choruses will be missed. I love Brendon and Spencer; they both are GREAT artists, and I have no doubt they will do amazing things together, but I will miss the 4 guys I fell in love with, and the ones I will never stop wanting to see playing live in front of me, the 4 of them, together.
I will obviously pay close attention to Ryan's and Jon's new projects, and I will be as much as fan towards PATD as I have been all this time, but a piece of me will stay forever with this last 4 years, with the band that I lived my teen years with: Panic! at the Disco.
- Location:living room
- Mood:
sad - Music:northern downpour by Panic at the Disco
The main actors, didn't fell behind the professional visual effects and epic soundtrack. Shia Labeouf, as well as Megan Fox did a good job in the entire movie. It is a fact that they have improved their acting skills in the last couple of years. another thing guys might be interested into (and also a couple of girls), is about Megan Fox. Yes, she appears in most of the scenes, wearing and acting in a sexy way. I am sure guys will love it. Specially in her first scene, where she laying on a motorcycle looking sexy as hell, but that is something guys will have to approve.
On the other hand, Shia, my dear girlfriends, has certainly been working out. Now his body looks more of an athletic young man. The cuteness of his face and smile has not disappear at all, which only makes everything better.
So, leave comments about the movie. Whether you like it or not. Just go and watch it!
xoxo
Marcy
- Location:on my bed
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:Fully Alive by Flyleaf
I had a room in the hotel, and since i was so tired, i decided to go to it, to rest until the night came for thereal party to begin. I laid down for a while, then turned the tv on, and decided to go lunch. My mom said i could eat anything, so i decided to go for the buffet. OMG! What a meal. I ate sushi <3, catonese rice, delicious and artistic desserts and lot, lot of water. i went back to he room and waited, until it was time to get ready. At 7:30 i was wlaking downstairs, feeling like a princess for the first time in my life. I prayed to God thanking him for everything he had done for me. My friends looked amazingly gorgeous, and the time of the great entrance of the new graduated was going to begin. The brindis passed, and omg, the moment of truth was coming. Was my dad going to dance the waltz with me? He had been complaining about it for over the ast 3 weeks, since the moment he heard he had to do it. The music began, I turned and he began to dance with me. It was a glorious moment i will never forget. Nothing like this had ever happened to me, no matter how the night would have ended, since that moment, for me it was perfect.
The magical minutes ended when some regueton began to blast on the speakers out loud, my dad decided to go as well as the mom of my friend's Nelson. We began to dance, and t was great, i always have a great time with him. It was kind of hard to get used to my dress because it basically was controlling me, but after a few minutes i got it right. I danced and danced the whole time, and there was this guy that was following me with a camera thanks to my mom and aunt. I calle dhim my paparazzi. Really, I felt like Britney Spears, he would never stop following me, IT WAS CRAZY! Anyways, the dinner was served at 9:30 p.m. sharped. The good thing is that everyone liked it; it was delicious, with crab salad, some chicken and vegetables. While everyone ate a video of all my classmates ( I was included) began, it included ictures of us when we were little. It was a very cute moment. After that, my frends Alicia, Karla and I decided it was time to do our glorious "banana dance" one more time. We walked to teh dance floor, asked for the song "Rumba" and just began to dance. The dancefloor was there, just for us; it was HILARIOUS but i loved it. Then people began to gather again on the dance floor, and the party continued. At 12 the "batucada" entered the room, and the carnaval began. I had one tequila shot and simply danced like crazy. After that, the mariachis made the night even better. My friends and I gathered in a circle singing out loud, and enjoying our moment. Some tears fell from my eyes seeing all of us together, and thinking that was probably the last time we would see each other together. All of us, like that. I was so happy to know they were my friends, and to know that we were together. Everything was perfect, it was a night i will never forget. <3
- Location:my room
- Mood:
thankful
Seriously folks, I never thought getting graduated would be this tiring and crazy. i am just glad I am out of all the documentation, and that stuff. Right now, all i have to do is wait for my piece of cardboard saying I am a big girl, that can study college. I am so happy! it is simply great. Ok, now back to business, my bands:
I have no idea why, but this band reminds me a lot to "Bowling for Soup" and "Jimmy Ate World," if you like those bands, you will love this one. I believe they have a very good drummer, because well, I really like the drums, specially in the song "Girl of the year." About the songs you should listen by them, they are: Take me as I am and Hold me Twice.
This is a great band! I swear, haha. Their sound is kind of to The White Tie Affair and Blink 182, but with their own and original twist. I really like the voice of them; they have a good singer. The strings are not bad at all either. Recommended songs: No one can Touch us, Best Beating Heart and Come Around.
believe it or not, but this is a Disney band, even though they don't sound like it. Well, just a bit if you play close attention, but it is definitely not a Demi Lovatto or Jonas Brothers. My favorite song is Hero in You.
A female singer, hurray! The voice of this girl reminds me a lot of Flyleaf, they both have that kind of hard core voice, that perfect fits the kind of music they play and is what makes them sound different to most of these kind of bands. My favorite songs are: The Authors and Whisperer.
There is nothing better than a good punk/alternative rock band. That is what this band here it about. They have the essence of a good garage band that became famous, in a good way of course. Favorite songs(they have a lot of songs I like so it will be a long list): The Space between, 3000 miles, Where did you go, and Better be Prepared.
Mercy Mercedes
The best songs of this bands, are the ones in which everyone sings. They sound great together, and it is a great thing to enjoy. I like how they balance the lead voice with the vocals, it is pretty insane. I love the guitars as well, my two favorite things joined in a band(voice and guitars) how could I not write about them. Ok, the songs i recommend are: Revolution and Here We Are.
- Location:on my bed.
- Mood:
good - Music:Panic at the Disco's cover of The Weight
www.crazythoughts.com
www.sendinsults.com
www.failblog.org
yes those are epic if you ask me, now everyone go and laugh about them. :)
xoxo
-Marcy
- Mood:
chipper - Music:alexz johnson
Well hello is this thing on?
Is anybody listening?
A brand new day has begun
The first thing that I want do
Make sure that you feel it too
So I'm not the only one
C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Ahem ahem
Let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoke
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin' knowin' somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U
I want the sun to shine
All the time
Is that too much to ask
Oh, I want to have some fun
I want all my friends to come
'Cause it's now or never
Learn the words and sing together
C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new
Your heart deserves your trust
A choice made by all of us
The sun will come back tomorrow
There's a message in the bottle
So come on I'll meet you there
There's enough sunshine to share
As long as you know
The bridge between us is a rainbow
C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can feel something new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new
Open up, open up, open happiness
- Mood:
cheerful
A worth-watching movie. Plus, the work of Ellen PAge in it is epic. I highly recommend it, and I swear that it being my favorite movie has nothing to do about it. AS IF! l0l.
have a nice day watching JUNO kiddos :)
xx
Marcy
- Location:my room
- Mood:
giggly - Music:aqua
- Mood:
hopeful
The time of a new post has finally come. I have found so many new bands that I am sure your ears will be thankful with you to make them hear their music. I have to thank Ashley, because she is the one that has introduced me to many of the ones I am going to list.
This time I won't do a normal playlist like I usually do, on the other hand I will post the link of their myspace so it is easier for you to find them.
Many of these bands has the alternative rock I love. Some of them are acoustic and some others are pop/rock/indie. You will find many different and similar styles, so here they are, i hope you like them all or at least a few. Tell me what you think of them through comments or if you have any recommendations.
LINK TIME!
The Morning Of
Every Avenue
songs: Every Avenue and Where were you are my favorites. Good drums and nice lyrics.
Fir the Rivals
WOOHOO! a girl singing, you gotta love that. This rock/punk/alternative band will make you want to rock on, with their well played guitars and drums.
songs: Crash and Cant live without you
Fight the Current
This band will captivate you with their alternative/acoustiic/ rock songs. They will relax you and enjoy the sound of their calmed voice and deep lyrics.
songs: Goodbye, I know and Let you in
Ellington
Have you ever heard Australian music? I personally had never listened to it before, but if all the bands are as great as this one, then I wish I could live in Australia xD. Yes, this is an australian band, that will captivate you with their piano sound in all of their songs, the nice guitar and well combined vocals with lyrics and everything.
song: I love all of them, so hear them all :)
Aaron Vegas
Ok, so this dude over here probably just has two songs in his profile, but I really like them both. He has an acoustic/rock/pop sound and might remind you to NeverShoutNever! I think he has potential, l0l. Anyways, check him out. I am sure you will like his music.
The Ready Set
To be honest, it is weird that I like this kind of music, but this band has something that makes me smile and enjoy their songs. It has a bit of electronic in it, with a bit of pop and the vocals hitting a couple of high notes at certain points of the song. Very playful music to enjoy in a day in which you want to just have fun.
songs: Giants and the scientist
Priscilla Ahn
To finish with this list of bands and artists, I want to introduce you to Priscilla Ahn. Her music is a bit different of the rest of music in this entry. She is totally worth it to listen though. i am sure you will love her lyrics, voice and acoustic guitar sound. if what you want is to relax and try to forget about your day, listen to her. Really, her lyrics hit you in a good way.
songs: Dream and Rain
thats it for now.
ENJOY IT!
xoxo
Marcy =)
- Location:my room
- Mood:
good - Music:Adrian Romero
Losing her best friend in a bitter way, and her sister having an eating disorder is making Annabel's life complicated and hard to deal. Then she meets Owen, a music-obsessed guy that shows Annabel a new way of living and dealing through problems.
This book has a little bit about everything. Realism, love, friendship, reality and it even helps you to learn to your own problems. If you think it cannot get better than this, it does, when you discover that the story has a lot about music, and different bands and rhythms. Who knows, you could discover a new kind of music you will like.
you never know what can happen with a Sarah Dessen story.
- Mood:
artistic - Music:shaina twain
In this opportunity I would like to recommend this great guy who can be known as "November Gentlemen."
This singer/ songwriter from West Virginia will charm your ears with his acoustic guitar and road weary, but sweet, voice. If you are a fan of good lyrics, he is your man. His songs talk about love, real life, and optimism.
His sound can remind you to Jason Marz or John Mayer, and one of his best things is that even he has recorded 2 ep's and have had at least 300 shows; he cares about his fans and will always read your comments and reply to you in a happy mood.
This is his link, i hope you get to listen and like him:
xoxo
Marcy
- Location:on my bed
- Mood:
loved - Music:sometime around midnight
Anyways, in the last couple of weeks, I have been listening to a bunch of different styles of songs. Like I have moved from Avenged Sevenfold to Hellogoodbye and even Britney Spears!! (Actually, I was pretty shocked when I download Britney's new song 'Circus' , but WTH!? I like the damn song xD).
So based on that, I prepared a new playlist, a random playlist. Don't be shocked by the so many different artists that may appear. I will just post the songs that I have been listening this past days, and that I think that have potential for people to enjoy them. Don't forget to post me any comments, I always like to hear what people think of my journal. :)
So, have fun this weekend, and remember.. If you drink, DON'T DRIVE! xD.
xoxo
- Circus by Britney Spears
- Keeps Getting Better by Christina Aguilera
- Lost by Coldplay
- Stripper by The Soho Dolls
- Bang Bang by The Soho Dolls
- Where Were You by Every Avenue
- The Fear by Lily Allen
- Reach Out by Hillary Duff
- Fly On The Wall by Miley Cirus [ This is my guilty pleasure!! So don't freak out or anything.]
- Amaranth by Nightwish
- Driving Myself Insane by Frankie J
- Use Somebody Kings of Leon
- BoysBoysBoys by Lady Gaga
- Fashionably Uninvited by Mellowdrone
- Middle of the Night by Sherwood
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- Location:living room
- Mood:
awake - Music:metro station
How have you been? fine? OK.
I bet you are at school right now, just like almost everyone around. I have had some free time to look for new bands around myspace, and the other day, while watching some videos from 'Hot Topic', I came across this awesome band called "Hello Control." Their sound reminded me a lot to Hellogoodbye, so if you are a fan of their sound I am sure you will love this band.
THE BEST THING, right now you can download for free 7 of their songs (I already did, and they have really awesome songs). My favorite? It is definitely "Hear you sing."
HOPE YOU LIKE THEM, here is the link of their myspace:
www.myspace.com/hellocontrol
xoxo
Marcy
- Location:jupiter
- Mood:
calm - Music:life in mono by MONO
i am back, did you miss me? I hope you did.
Well, the last few days i have been spending a lot with one of my best friends, who ironically happens to be hell of fun and hilarious. She had showed me some hilarious videos, and so now have been looking for new comedians and stuff. So, I thought you would like to watch some of the videos i have found. Enjoy them! Just try not to pee on your pants! xD
GABRIEL IGLESIAS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLMS
SMOSH: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5q5uoEU8
TATO SALAD: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOSl
DANE COOK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhJyJqYCy
let me know if you liked them!!
xoxo
MARCY
- Location:friend's house
- Mood:
happy


